Relapse

It's more than a physical and emotional reaction. Mentally I am infused. Relapsing doesn't describe the way I fell into the palm of your hand again. A record playing, doesn't do justice in comparison to the circles I spun while you enjoyed my entertainment. J. Saunders

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The hardest part in my life wasn’t letting go of all the terrible things you had done to me. But moving on from what was, to what should be. The ruins that were left behind, I rebuilt. Working effortlessly not just on my home, or my mind, but my heart. My soul. I became bitter … Continue reading Page 307

Challenges

I often find that people who are unable to talk about themselves, may not reflect enough. Some say, I can talk about myself too easily, but after publishing a book with over 400 pages of different situations and events I've felt or been through, suppose it takes the edge off. Truthfully, even after 400 pages … Continue reading Challenges

Sorry

All women usually ask for is an apology from their ex and to be honest I’ve never understood why. It’s like the need for closure after telling him to leave you alone. Why hurt yourself just to hear the man who hurt you say, some pathetic apology when he obviously didn’t care enough about you … Continue reading Sorry

Only Love

Not for anything but I'll probably never stop loving you Love is not a thought It's not debatable nor optional It's an emotional substance and without question will take over To survive we pretend and avoid Although manageable, my love never leaves Never dies Buried within my heart I'll play our memories like a movie … Continue reading Only Love