Challenges: Panic Attack

Standing in the center of my shower shaking, unable to stand up straight any longer. Trying to grip a slippery bathroom wall I forced myself to turn off the water. Forced myself to get out. I felt like every fiber in me was going to fall to the ground. Soaking wet I stumbled to my … Continue reading Challenges: Panic Attack

Want and Need

I'm aware I don't need you and that I simply want you, I can survive without you. However... the way I spin out of control; crave and demand, yearn and feel pain, unwavering emotions I cannot contain... tells me, you're more than a want, less than a forever need J. Saunders

Feel You

I feel you and I know that sounds crazy to hear If you think that’s overwhelming imagine how I feel But I feel you when you’re happy or sad I’m at peace when you are too I feel you even in the times when you want to be alone and you feel the weight of … Continue reading Feel You

Not Logic

I'm emotional If only you could stay with me Just until I gain some prospective Gain some self control This can't be love it's so unexplainable, caught of guard I've never felt like this before Vulnerable and uncertain Please, don't leave just yet Please, don't make a mess of my heart I beg of you … Continue reading Not Logic

Only Love

Not for anything but I'll probably never stop loving you Love is not a thought It's not debatable nor optional It's an emotional substance and without question will take over To survive we pretend and avoid Although manageable, my love never leaves Never dies Buried within my heart I'll play our memories like a movie … Continue reading Only Love

No More Emotions

No words No letters No messages or signs to tell me what we had was better than our minds could create No magic left to feel after you left me with silence I know you want me to forgive you I may never, not for what you did but how you did it We've changed … Continue reading No More Emotions