Standing in the center of my shower shaking, unable to stand up straight any longer. Trying to grip a slippery bathroom wall I forced myself to turn off the water. Forced myself to get out. I felt like every fiber in me was going to fall to the ground. Soaking wet I stumbled to my … Continue reading Challenges: Panic Attack
Tag: emotions
Want and Need
I'm aware I don't need you and that I simply want you, I can survive without you. However... the way I spin out of control; crave and demand, yearn and feel pain, unwavering emotions I cannot contain... tells me, you're more than a want, less than a forever need J. Saunders
My Words
My words always get me in trouble, in conversation or poetry I’ve never truly been strong with open communication because of this Though my poetry then is more profound... I’ve often mended hearts back together, even if mine was broken 08.24.18 @ 1:38 pm Love Notes, J. Saunders
Feel You
I feel you and I know that sounds crazy to hear If you think that’s overwhelming imagine how I feel But I feel you when you’re happy or sad I’m at peace when you are too I feel you even in the times when you want to be alone and you feel the weight of … Continue reading Feel You
High Cloud Nine
Evening comes, I'm high again Daily, I strive to relive the same sensation I felt, when I met you Love Notes, J. Saunders
Not Logic
I'm emotional If only you could stay with me Just until I gain some prospective Gain some self control This can't be love it's so unexplainable, caught of guard I've never felt like this before Vulnerable and uncertain Please, don't leave just yet Please, don't make a mess of my heart I beg of you … Continue reading Not Logic
Only Love
Not for anything but I'll probably never stop loving you Love is not a thought It's not debatable nor optional It's an emotional substance and without question will take over To survive we pretend and avoid Although manageable, my love never leaves Never dies Buried within my heart I'll play our memories like a movie … Continue reading Only Love
Don’t Tell
I thought of you today Just like I do, any other day This time, a heart string was pulled I put my lunch away as the emotional wave took over Yearning to reach out to you I refrain from the impulse Just like I do... any other day When the thought, let go of the … Continue reading Don’t Tell
Anyone
Isn’t love what everyone is searching for? Maybe, from a friend or a family member? Maybe, a stranger. Someone, anyone, just to simply say, I am not alone. J. Saunders
No More Emotions
No words No letters No messages or signs to tell me what we had was better than our minds could create No magic left to feel after you left me with silence I know you want me to forgive you I may never, not for what you did but how you did it We've changed … Continue reading No More Emotions