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I spent a chunk of my life living for someone else that I forgot what living for myself meant. I learned that lesson when the person I was living for, was no longer mine to live through. Everything I knew, was no longer accessible to me. What were the basic requirements to live for yourself? … Continue reading Page 407

Want and Need

I'm aware I don't need you and that I simply want you, I can survive without you. However... the way I spin out of control; crave and demand, yearn and feel pain, unwavering emotions I cannot contain... tells me, you're more than a want, less than a forever need J. Saunders

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I’ve had trouble in the love department since us, since them The ones who thought they liked or said, they loved me never stayed – they didn’t last I pushed them over the corners of my walls because I had never healed and I’m short fussed It’s been a vicious circle within myself I realize … Continue reading Untitled

Move On

You never move on because you want to.  You move on because you have to. At first, it’s shitty. Your heart feels like it’s at the bottom of your stomach.  You’re nervous and you can’t get them off your mind. Eventually it’ll fade. The gut wrenching feeling will go away. You’ll realize you are safe without … Continue reading Move On

Nothing Left For Me

I was half alive for so long, I forgot how to love. I was breaking until you came around. Everyone was always taking. You breathed life into my lungs. You resuscitated my heart, steady beat, growing glow. You were a sin dressed as an angel, still I took your hand, and left the woman I … Continue reading Nothing Left For Me

Overdue

“we need to talk,”, he said “It’s been awhile.”. With one hand on my hip the other forcefully pulling my hair back I bent backwards until he stopped “I got you”, he whispered Before demanding me to remove my skirt while his hand followed behind mine starting the conversation between my legs   Love Notes, … Continue reading Overdue