Lies

You tricked me by pretending to care about me, when you only cared about yourself You played me into thinking you were there for me, when your lips knew my name only in moments of temptations You lied to me just to have me move mountains for you then leave me on the path alone … Continue reading Lies

Hardship

It’s impossible not to think about you, and I’ve tried to fill the void You’re voice is still running around in my mind My heart still aches to know you’re well Sometimes I wish it wasn’t true I keep wondering why I had to learn so much from you then only to lose you I’m … Continue reading Hardship

Last Sentence

she mentioned your name My heart pinched Eyes steady awaiting for her inquiry Her: How is he? Me: We haven't spoken in weeks, I have no idea but ...I think about him daily Her: You're wait for him then? Me: No, I just never reach out these days So you enjoy pain, she says Me: … Continue reading Last Sentence

Overload

I care and I care and I care some more All I've done is over care Over analyze and over pray I was told, if you love someone the best thing you can do is to pray for them and I do I mean, I will... I've just never understood why we pray for those … Continue reading Overload

More Than

I miss you every single second of each day Still I give you space... hating our silence - however in fear that reaching out to you will only remind me that I have learned... I am your friend You're not mine Beyond that... it tells me that I care about you, our distance and silence … Continue reading More Than

Why You

I distract myself throughout the day just to suffer by night it seems I've yet to find the answer why for I once never thought it mattered Why thinking of you would be the one thing I never wish I did I mean what I say, when I ask, why you You're someone I'll always … Continue reading Why You

Ready Now

It's become clear that I cared too much & you under-appreciated me Furthermore, your life seems unaffected with or without me I'm ready now My presence isn't of value or priority this poem... you'll probably never read and if you did, it wouldn't hurt the way I do writing this because it's another clarity to … Continue reading Ready Now

Temptations

Sometimes we get so caught up in things not meant for us, because that moment of temporary satisfaction is better than Netflix But when it’s over, when the moments of pain from left over memories no longer phases the heart, you’ll see, it was just the Devil’s muse, and you’ll be better off J. Saunders