I am disillusioned I’ve created this fictional individual in my mind who is supposed to be you This idea that somehow, a love story is supposed to emerge from us When there is no “us”, to begin with J. Saunders May 3rd 5:38 pm
Tag: Jessica Saunders
Lies
You tricked me by pretending to care about me, when you only cared about yourself You played me into thinking you were there for me, when your lips knew my name only in moments of temptations You lied to me just to have me move mountains for you then leave me on the path alone … Continue reading Lies
Hardship
It’s impossible not to think about you, and I’ve tried to fill the void You’re voice is still running around in my mind My heart still aches to know you’re well Sometimes I wish it wasn’t true I keep wondering why I had to learn so much from you then only to lose you I’m … Continue reading Hardship
Last Sentence
she mentioned your name My heart pinched Eyes steady awaiting for her inquiry Her: How is he? Me: We haven't spoken in weeks, I have no idea but ...I think about him daily Her: You're wait for him then? Me: No, I just never reach out these days So you enjoy pain, she says Me: … Continue reading Last Sentence
To Those
For anyone who has felt their future isn’t in their hands. For the ones who have been abused mentally, physically and sexually. For the individuals who suffer from anxiety or depression, I need you to know, you do not need to be perfect. You cannot help who you have trusted, and they let you down. … Continue reading To Those
Novel release
Afternoon!!! Just wanted to let everyone know Second Chances is available as an Ebook and sold only on my online store at the moment: https://jsaunders.store/collections/novels/products/second-chances Also, pre-order, A Woman's Ramble online at my store too! https://jsaunders.store/collections/novels/products/a-womans-ramble Thanks for all your love and support! Jess Saunders Xo
Overload
I care and I care and I care some more All I've done is over care Over analyze and over pray I was told, if you love someone the best thing you can do is to pray for them and I do I mean, I will... I've just never understood why we pray for those … Continue reading Overload
Why You
I distract myself throughout the day just to suffer by night it seems I've yet to find the answer why for I once never thought it mattered Why thinking of you would be the one thing I never wish I did I mean what I say, when I ask, why you You're someone I'll always … Continue reading Why You
Myself
There are no other words to rewrite the way I love and have loved you You weren’t and aren’t mine Still I’ve loved and still I will However, if there is anything I have learned from you It’s to love and put myself first My loyalty, has been irrelevant to you But to me… it’s … Continue reading Myself
Fresh Start
For as long as I could remember, I lived for someone else. Someone from a family member, a friend, a boss, co-worker, an opinion of a stranger, or even my ex... I've had boarders and limitations on my life. Maybe, from the places I traveled, down to my daily actions, careers, hairstyle, even the littlest … Continue reading Fresh Start