More Than

I miss you every single second of each day Still I give you space hating out silence while in fear that reach out to you will remind me that I have learned... I am your friend You're not mine However, beyond that... It tells me that I care about you, our distance and silence but … Continue reading More Than

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Challenges: Panic Attack

Standing in the center of my shower shaking, unable to stand up straight any longer. Trying to grip a slippery bathroom wall I forced myself to turn off the water. Forced myself to get out. I felt like every fiber in me was going to fall to the ground. Soaking wet I stumbled to my … Continue reading Challenges: Panic Attack

Letting Go

I'm having a hard time understanding what we're supposed to be verses what we are. I suppose, I wish we didn't have to let go of the people or things that make us happy. Even if they were here only to teach us a lesson... I am having a hard time understanding, I may have … Continue reading Letting Go

US

I know we are temporary I know, I wish I could change us It’s crazy because I love us Unable to keep you slowly, drives me insane I try and leave I barely make it out the front door I sit on the front steps and turn around at the sound of your voice I … Continue reading US