Hardship

It’s impossible not to think about you, and I’ve tried to fill the void You’re voice is still running around in my mind My heart still aches to know you’re well Sometimes I wish it wasn’t true I keep wondering why I had to learn so much from you then only to lose you I’m … Continue reading Hardship

Challenges: Panic Attack

Standing in the center of my shower shaking, unable to stand up straight any longer. Trying to grip a slippery bathroom wall I forced myself to turn off the water. Forced myself to get out. I felt like every fiber in me was going to fall to the ground. Soaking wet I stumbled to my … Continue reading Challenges: Panic Attack

Letting Go

I'm having a hard time understanding what we're supposed to be verses what we are. I suppose, I wish we didn't have to let go of the people or things that make us happy. Even if they were here only to teach us a lesson... I am having a hard time understanding, I may have … Continue reading Letting Go

US

I know we are temporary I know, I wish I could change us It’s crazy because I love us Unable to keep you slowly, drives me insane I try and leave I barely make it out the front door I sit on the front steps and turn around at the sound of your voice I … Continue reading US