Challenges: Panic Attack

Standing in the center of my shower shaking, unable to stand up straight any longer. Trying to grip a slippery bathroom wall I forced myself to turn off the water. Forced myself to get out. I felt like every fiber in me was going to fall to the ground. Soaking wet I stumbled to my … Continue reading Challenges: Panic Attack

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Untitled

I’ve had trouble in the love department since us, since them The ones who thought they liked or said, they loved me never stayed – they didn’t last I pushed them over the corners of my walls because I had never healed and I’m short fussed It’s been a vicious circle within myself I realize … Continue reading Untitled

Scar’s

You left a scar and every time I'm reminded of you, my stitches re-open Thank you, for letting me go For not letting me come back to you I begged for your return not knowing what I was wishing for You're bad for me Even if I love you Even if you hurt me time … Continue reading Scar’s

Silence

I sat in silence because I thought the pain would disappear on its own rather than make it known to have people feel sorry for me rather than having people with petty tones of careless emotion asking how I've been rather than having people know that I'm weak and I fall down sometimes I sat … Continue reading Silence