Myself

There are no other words to rewrite the way I love and have loved you You weren’t and aren’t mine Still I’ve loved and still I will However, if there is anything I have learned from you It’s to love and put myself first My loyalty, has been irrelevant to you But to me… it’s … Continue reading Myself

Temptations

Sometimes we get so caught up in things not meant for us, because that moment of temporary satisfaction is better than Netflix But when it’s over, when the moments of pain from left over memories no longer phases the heart, you’ll see, it was just the Devil’s muse, and you’ll be better off J. Saunders

Challenges: Panic Attack

Standing in the center of my shower shaking, unable to stand up straight any longer. Trying to grip a slippery bathroom wall I forced myself to turn off the water. Forced myself to get out. I felt like every fiber in me was going to fall to the ground. Soaking wet I stumbled to my … Continue reading Challenges: Panic Attack

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I spent a chunk of my life living for someone else that I forgot what living for myself meant. I learned that lesson when the person I was living for, was no longer mine to live through. Everything I knew, was no longer accessible to me. What were the basic requirements to live for yourself? … Continue reading Page 407