Now

If only on the days your actions caused pain I could foresee the future.
Though at times I wish your name appeared on my phone
your scent was still lingering in the air,
in your absence while my mind wanders to old memories
I am better now.

If only on the days your actions caused happiness I could foresee the future.
I never believed in a love that would be short lived,
until now.

J Saunders