I miss you every single second of each day Still I give you space... hating our silence - however in fear that reaching out to you will only remind me that I have learned... I am your friend You're not mine Beyond that... it tells me that I care about you, our distance and silence … Continue reading More Than
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Fresh Start
For as long as I could remember, I lived for someone else. Someone from a family member, a friend, a boss, co-worker, an opinion of a stranger, or even my ex... I've had boarders and limitations on my life. Maybe, from the places I traveled, down to my daily actions, careers, hairstyle, even the littlest … Continue reading Fresh Start
Temptations
Sometimes we get so caught up in things not meant for us, because that moment of temporary satisfaction is better than Netflix But when it’s over, when the moments of pain from left over memories no longer phases the heart, you’ll see, it was just the Devil’s muse, and you’ll be better off J. Saunders
The Woman
Let me be known as the woman, who never settled. The woman who became all the things she aspired to be and do the things she's always dreamed. Let me be known as the woman, who stopped caring about the people who didn't know her, who whispered or betrayed her. She let go and moved … Continue reading The Woman
Healing
I’m still healing. Time is the ruler of healing. Sometimes, time goes by slow, do not rush a wounded heart, a damaged soul, into healing. Time is based on no one’s measurement but our own internal understanding and a life we had once lived. You and I are not the same. We will not heal … Continue reading Healing
Secrets
I’m not suggesting I will not love you 20 years from now You didn’t ask me to wait I let go when you told me to move on Now you keep coming back every time another man holds my hand but you never held mine Your fingers just knew my weak spots to remind my … Continue reading Secrets
Warning
I don’t make threats, I make promises and that is what I did; when I told you, there would be a time when I would come back and take what is mine This is my second chance My new beginning and I warned you J. Saunders
Better Off
I want you I do not need you and I will no longer hold open the door for someone who cannot see beyond their own two feet J. Saunders
Revenge
We fought so often that not fighting became a high-five. Insomnia and I were always friends, but our friendship grew the night your hand met my neck, smashing my head into the headboard of our bed. I stayed up, night after night tracing my finger over the dent debating how I should get you back. … Continue reading Revenge
Savage
Oh, love!! You’re a beast. A savage beyond anyone’s control. I pray, the next time you make me embrace you, I stand tall in love, rather than on the ground humiliated because he wasn’t the one. J. Saunders