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He did

Posted on August 3, 2020August 3, 2020 by J. Saunders in Love notes, Vicious Words

He would look at me like I was perfection Held me like I was what he needed Cared for me like a prized possession Awakened a burnt out fire in my heart Only to let me watch my new fire die Leaving me alone with the memories & the pain

Hardship

Posted on December 17, 2019 by J. Saunders in A Woman's Ramble, unspoken

It’s impossible not to think about you, and I’ve tried to fill the void You’re voice is still running around in my mind My heart still aches to know you’re well Sometimes I wish it wasn’t true I keep wondering why I had to learn so much from you then only to lose you I’m … Continue reading Hardship →

Overload

Posted on November 25, 2019November 25, 2019 by J. Saunders in A Woman's Ramble

I care and I care and I care some more All I've done is over care Over analyze and over pray I was told, if you love someone the best thing you can do is to pray for them and I do I mean, I will... I've just never understood why we pray for those … Continue reading Overload →

One-sided Conversation

Posted on July 30, 2018 by J. Saunders in second chances

We can do this daily, he is not coming back. If you want to cry, then cry. You are entitled to your feelings. I just need you to understand that if he wanted to be with you, he would. Second Chances, Page 241 J. Saunders Order Second Chances

Right Now

Posted on December 5, 2017 by J. Saunders in love story

Honestly, it never gets better. I just know, it becomes easier. It's shitty. Super shitty for a bit. The weight on your chest get's heavier. The pit of your stomach kills from emotional guilt. Your heart beat seems irregular. All I can tell you is that it'll be okay. Okay doesn't sound believable right now … Continue reading Right Now →

Fair

Posted on November 15, 2017November 15, 2017 by J. Saunders in Vicious Words

I haven't seen you we've barely said four words making myself sick over the thought of you and I know communication is a two way street but I'm angry because I always reach out as if I can't be tired too It bothers me because that's not who I am, but the heart which you … Continue reading Fair →

I Miss

Posted on November 7, 2017November 7, 2017 by J. Saunders in Vicious Words

I already miss you and you haven't even left yet but I already let go and miss the things we could've been I hate small talk like talks about the weather and how another day went by hating your job but I miss the "hey", text followed by your small talk I miss the way … Continue reading I Miss →