One-sided Conversation

We can do this daily, he is not coming back. If you want to cry, then cry. You are entitled to your feelings. I just need you to understand that if he wanted to be with you, he would. Second Chances, Page 241 J. Saunders Order Second Chances

Right Now

Honestly, it never gets better. I just know, it becomes easier. It's shitty. Super shitty for a bit. The weight on your chest get's heavier. The pit of your stomach kills from emotional guilt. Your heart beat seems irregular. All I can tell you is that it'll be okay. Okay doesn't sound believable right now … Continue reading Right Now

Fair

I haven't seen you we've barely said four words making myself sick over the thought of you and I know communication is a two way street but I'm angry because I always reach out as if I can't be tired too It bothers me because that's not who I am, but the heart which you … Continue reading Fair

I Miss

I already miss you and you haven't even left yet but I already let go and miss the things we could've been I hate small talk like talks about the weather and how another day went by hating your job but I miss the "hey", text followed by your small talk I miss the way … Continue reading I Miss