It's the worst thing about myself being able to love so deep but wash my hands of you at the same time Such a complex contradiction my biggest protection and your worst nightmare J. Saunders
Category: Vicious Words
Leave
I’ve loved and I’ve lost what feels like 100 times over so you leaving isn’t new to me. J. Saunders
I Miss
I already miss you and you haven't even left yet but I already let go and miss the things we could've been I hate small talk like talks about the weather and how another day went by hating your job but I miss the "hey", text followed by your small talk I miss the way … Continue reading I Miss
Line
"My intentions are not to hurt you" That line is such a cliche now, it's nearly abnormal if you don't hear someone say it. J. Saunders
Down the Road
We were setting ourselves up for disappointment and heartbreak even if we didn't say it even if we told ourselves this was the plan two people like us don't just meet and stick around because we wanted to J. Saunders
Heart
please be careful my heart is not made of paper you cannot rip it and tape it back together J. Saunders
Same As Always
I had lost track of the countless times I opened and closed the door to the thought of us bracing myself for the confusions and emotional rollercoasters knowing each time regardless of the doors status that I loved you just the same J. Saunders
Past
Letting go and forgiving those who have wronged me, has never been my problem when it comes to looking back on the past. But rather being able to forgive myself. To let go and to tell myself that the decisions I made at that time in my life, were the best ones I could've made … Continue reading Past
Differences
There is that difference between a need and a want difference in love and lust difference in happiness and internal happiness and many of us spend our entire lives fulfilling all the wrong things in these differences Live J. Saunders
Silence
I sat in silence because I thought the pain would disappear on its own rather than make it known to have people feel sorry for me rather than having people with petty tones of careless emotion asking how I've been rather than having people know that I'm weak and I fall down sometimes I sat … Continue reading Silence