If I told you I was leaving tomorrow would knowing make the difference and change our situation, making our last night better than the others? Imagine I left you on the tip of your toes standing on suspense, not knowing if we have hours or minutes Any second could be our last I'd give you … Continue reading Here Or Gone
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Whiskey Nights
It costs me more to be sober these days. My heart aches. My sanity breaks. Being drunk pretending to have moved on from you, saves me everything. J. Saunders
Misunderstood
One day the chaos in my head will calm down and I'll be able to control the things I do not understand today. The emotions in my soul will find a home and I'll be able to rest better tomorrow than I did today. For there are things in life I cannot control. I believe … Continue reading Misunderstood
Human Behaviour
Truth is, bad things happen to good people all the time. It doesn't matter how kind, big hearted or selfless they may be. Every day you wake up and you make the decision on what kind of human you'd like to be. Just remember, life isn't fair and many humans are selfish but you can't … Continue reading Human Behaviour
Perception
I watch the sunrise on the 400 bridge while sitting in morning traffic The Sun seems so close yet so very far away, bright and alive I feel its life Thinking that the perception of human life is viewed so differently How we live and breathe shouldn't be measured or questioned I pray we can … Continue reading Perception
Challenges: Panic Attack
Standing in the center of my shower shaking, unable to stand up straight any longer. Trying to grip a slippery bathroom wall I forced myself to turn off the water. Forced myself to get out. I felt like every fiber in me was going to fall to the ground. Soaking wet I stumbled to my … Continue reading Challenges: Panic Attack
One Day
When my words no longer express the emotions within When I no longer ache for you When the tears run dry and my heart says your name less When that day comes, the one day I feel at peace without you I want you to know that it took every fiber in my body to … Continue reading One Day
Day 147 Without You
It's hard, when tomorrow is never promised nor should be taken for granted but I can't help but waste away a day hoping tomorrow never comes, for it's another day without you. And, I know, I deserve more. And, I know... if someone wanted to be with you, they would be. It's never that simple … Continue reading Day 147 Without You
Want and Need
I'm aware I don't need you and that I simply want you, I can survive without you. However... the way I spin out of control; crave and demand, yearn and feel pain, unwavering emotions I cannot contain... tells me, you're more than a want, less than a forever need J. Saunders
Letting Go
I'm having a hard time understanding what we're supposed to be verses what we are. I suppose, I wish we didn't have to let go of the people or things that make us happy. Even if they were here only to teach us a lesson... I am having a hard time understanding, I may have … Continue reading Letting Go