One day the chaos in my head will calm down and I’ll be able to control the things I do not understand today. The emotions in my soul will find a home and I’ll be able to rest better tomorrow than I did today.
For there are things in life I cannot control. I believe in more than what lies on the surface. My hope in power may direct me into places I shouldn’t be but I cannot help those things, I cannot control which bare impact on me.
One day. Maybe not today but tomorrow, I will try again. I only pray, I will awake with the same faces and names I knew the night before.
The chaos in my mind… the things I cannot control.