I think, I will always wish that you were a better man. I pray and hope you find the courage to be a better man for yourself. Letting go of you, was one of the hardest things I'd done in a long time. The need for space and redefining of our inner selves, makes me … Continue reading
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Imprint
Each scar from the war of our love has a memory my mind runs back to every time my heart yearns for you J. Saunders
Temporary
Give me a minute. A day or two. To roll around in self-pity, and sleep once the tears stop. I know it'll be okay, the pain is only temporary. Everything is temporary, just like we were. J. Saunders
Home
I don't want to be your favorite cup of tea or coffee Your favorite drink or wear your best t-shirt to bed All those types of things are changeable Replaceable I want to be substance that feeds your soul That if I’m not around all you had to do was envision home J. Saunders This may not be a new piece for everyone, … Continue reading Home
Pain Or Love
I used to write about love.Then I met heartbreak and somehow writing about painhas left me with more comfort, than words of love expressedfor someone who didn’t deserve it. J. Saunders
Time
If I could go back in time the only thing I would change is how I treated you. I gave you too much of me and you had too much control. J. Saunders
What It Should Be Like
They say you should always follow your heart But If your heart doesn’t feel like it’s at home turn around It doesn’t belong on a doorstep J. Saunders
Already Knew
Of course I miss you and of course I want to contact you I'm just over drinking a bottle of wine to get the courage to tell you what's on my mind just to end up disappointed over the same shit I told my heart weeks ago J. Saunders
Wanted
That’s where you messed up I never wanted just you I wanted us J. Saunders
Right Now
Honestly, it never gets better. I just know, it becomes easier. It's shitty. Super shitty for a bit. The weight on your chest get's heavier. The pit of your stomach kills from emotional guilt. Your heart beat seems irregular. All I can tell you is that it'll be okay. Okay doesn't sound believable right now … Continue reading Right Now