I am unsure of what is happening with us but please make up your mind I'm hanging by a thread of the unknown and when I mean us I mean the silence that has taken over J. Saunders
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Leave
I’ve loved and I’ve lost what feels like 100 times over so you leaving isn’t new to me. J. Saunders
Words
If you ran into me today in the middle of your day on a side street we use to walk would you have all the words prepared that you never said to me before? I remember making a wish at 11:11 and leaving you speechless by 11:30 that summer night Excerpt from a book … Continue reading Words
Single
I know why it's not working with anyone else I'm not oblivious to my own emotions it's pathetic and nearly embarrassing but I can't help it I keep dodging and avoiding other men because they aren't you and I'm not over us yet J. Saunders
I Miss
I already miss you and you haven't even left yet but I already let go and miss the things we could've been I hate small talk like talks about the weather and how another day went by hating your job but I miss the "hey", text followed by your small talk I miss the way … Continue reading I Miss
Release
please stop trying to control us we'll be better off if you just let us be let us hang off the emotions of the other we pretend doesn't exist to avoid love J. Saunders
11.04.17
I knew it the moment we met with no second thoughts that you were the one for me my soul beamed and told me so my bones ached and said, don't move it's him The universe gave me you but my heart already loved you - Roaming thoughts of our first encounter J. Saunders
Down the Road
We were setting ourselves up for disappointment and heartbreak even if we didn't say it even if we told ourselves this was the plan two people like us don't just meet and stick around because we wanted to J. Saunders
Empowered
Our lust became more for a moment in time… but he knew better. He loved another and in turn when our time had expired I was left alone and he has since been fulfilled. - Excerpt from a book I will never publish J. Saunders
Heart
please be careful my heart is not made of paper you cannot rip it and tape it back together J. Saunders