please stop trying to control us we'll be better off if you just let us be let us hang off the emotions of the other we pretend doesn't exist to avoid love J. Saunders
Tag: Vicious Words
Drowning
You're a raging storm within me lost deeper than the oceans depth causing uncontrollable emotional waves and every time I think I'm about to make it to the surface escape this vicious love affair you pull me back under and deeper than the last time sitting at the bottom of my heart wishing we could … Continue reading Drowning
11.04.17
I knew it the moment we met with no second thoughts that you were the one for me my soul beamed and told me so my bones ached and said, don't move it's him The universe gave me you but my heart already loved you - Roaming thoughts of our first encounter J. Saunders
Down the Road
We were setting ourselves up for disappointment and heartbreak even if we didn't say it even if we told ourselves this was the plan two people like us don't just meet and stick around because we wanted to J. Saunders
Empowered
Our lust became more for a moment in time… but he knew better. He loved another and in turn when our time had expired I was left alone and he has since been fulfilled. - Excerpt from a book I will never publish J. Saunders
Rules
You have to let go. Even when you don’t want to. Even when you know, it’s going to break your heart a little. You can’t fall in love with a lover, those are the rules. J. Saunders
Past
Letting go and forgiving those who have wronged me, has never been my problem when it comes to looking back on the past. But rather being able to forgive myself. To let go and to tell myself that the decisions I made at that time in my life, were the best ones I could've made … Continue reading Past
Seasons
I hope you never settle for a summer love that over the top 3 month type of romance and someone falls in love with you during fall keeps you up all night with real conversations holds you throughout the winter and brings you flowers during the spring just to kiss you at the highest point … Continue reading Seasons
Different Now
There was a moment in my life when I truly thought I would have drowned in my own tears with your absence. Not because there would be a hole in my heart, but because there was this void in my life. There would be waking moments when no one understood what I meant when I … Continue reading Different Now
Puzzle Piece
Like an unfinished puzzle you’re the missing piece fitting perfectly into my uneven edges you’ve accepted and loved each grove I have for this I appreciate you and everything you are J. Saunders