I had lost track of the countless times I opened and closed the door to the thought of us bracing myself for the confusions and emotional rollercoasters knowing each time regardless of the doors status that I loved you just the same J. Saunders
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Rules
You have to let go. Even when you don’t want to. Even when you know, it’s going to break your heart a little. You can’t fall in love with a lover, those are the rules. J. Saunders
Feel
I feel you and I know that sounds crazy to hear but if you think that's overwhelming imagine how I feel - Excerpt from a book I may never finish J. Saunders
Remain
He asked me, if I would change anything between us, if we could go back in time and start all over again. For a brief second, I wondered about it, pondered the idea of what if. But, the answer was no. Not because I didn't think or that I may have wanted anything to change between … Continue reading Remain
Conversation
Maybe I won't say anything today but leave silence lingering in the air since our last 3 worded conversation 3 words 8 letters and silence because our hearts want it but our logic just isn't prepared. J. Saunders
Differences
There is that difference between a need and a want difference in love and lust difference in happiness and internal happiness and many of us spend our entire lives fulfilling all the wrong things in these differences Live J. Saunders
Silence
I sat in silence because I thought the pain would disappear on its own rather than make it known to have people feel sorry for me rather than having people with petty tones of careless emotion asking how I've been rather than having people know that I'm weak and I fall down sometimes I sat … Continue reading Silence
Seasons
I hope you never settle for a summer love that over the top 3 month type of romance and someone falls in love with you during fall keeps you up all night with real conversations holds you throughout the winter and brings you flowers during the spring just to kiss you at the highest point … Continue reading Seasons
Different Now
There was a moment in my life when I truly thought I would have drowned in my own tears with your absence. Not because there would be a hole in my heart, but because there was this void in my life. There would be waking moments when no one understood what I meant when I … Continue reading Different Now
For You
Today while they celebrate you I’m overwhelmed with vague memories like old photographs of photos we never took and my only wish for you is your happiness J. Saunders