Understanding

You were everything to me. The heart I knew. The love I cherished. There was never a doubt in my mind. You were everything I had imagined. I was just nothing of this to you, and that's okay. You were meant to come into my life, so I could give you love. Encourage you to … Continue reading Understanding

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Temporary

Give me a minute. A day or two. To roll around in self-pity, and sleep once the tears stop. I know it'll be okay, the pain is only temporary. Everything is temporary, just like we were. J. Saunders

Right Now

Honestly, it never gets better. I just know, it becomes easier. It's shitty. Super shitty for a bit. The weight on your chest get's heavier. The pit of your stomach kills from emotional guilt. Your heart beat seems irregular. All I can tell you is that it'll be okay. Okay doesn't sound believable right now … Continue reading Right Now

Different Now

There was a moment in my life when I truly thought I would have drowned in my own tears with your absence. Not because there would be a hole in my heart, but because there was this void in my life. There would be waking moments when no one understood what I meant when I … Continue reading Different Now

Cannot

  I cannot tell you what I'm thinking what is on my mind what emotions are out of line right now I can't and I'm sorry telling you the hidden truths makes them real after promising I'd keep things in control and the last thing I need is to tell you how I feel and … Continue reading Cannot