Did you love him? Yes. But I loved, what he was able to provide me with more. It was selfish of me to ask him to stay when I know, I'd eventually run out of ways to return all he has given me. Do you miss him? Every second... of every day. Temporary Reflections, … Continue reading Space
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Understanding
You were everything to me. The heart I knew. The love I cherished. There was never a doubt in my mind. You were everything I had imagined. I was just nothing of this to you, and that's okay. You were meant to come into my life, so I could give you love. Encourage you to … Continue reading Understanding
Temporary
Give me a minute. A day or two. To roll around in self-pity, and sleep once the tears stop. I know it'll be okay, the pain is only temporary. Everything is temporary, just like we were. J. Saunders
Your Music
I’ve heard this song before something about this melody strikes a chord within me the lyrics result in us saying goodbye but I’ll sing this song again with you J. Saunders Dec 21 2017
Torn
Even though I am crumbling you were worth the high of love J. Saunders
Right Now
Honestly, it never gets better. I just know, it becomes easier. It's shitty. Super shitty for a bit. The weight on your chest get's heavier. The pit of your stomach kills from emotional guilt. Your heart beat seems irregular. All I can tell you is that it'll be okay. Okay doesn't sound believable right now … Continue reading Right Now
typical
i gave into him each time like he was mine never regretting that after each night i was picking petals off a flower waiting for a man who'd never show J. Saunders
Door
You don't deserve to occupy this much of my mind while running in and out of my life like there is a revolving door with your name on it J. Saunders
Different Now
There was a moment in my life when I truly thought I would have drowned in my own tears with your absence. Not because there would be a hole in my heart, but because there was this void in my life. There would be waking moments when no one understood what I meant when I … Continue reading Different Now
Another One For Him
No man can replace you or touch me the way you did inspired with each embrace finding words I’ve been searching for from the silence in your absence J. Saunders