Of course I miss you and of course I want to contact you I'm just over drinking a bottle of wine to get the courage to tell you what's on my mind just to end up disappointed over the same shit I told my heart weeks ago J. Saunders
Tag: love poem
Wanted
That’s where you messed up I never wanted just you I wanted us J. Saunders
Enough
It didn't matter what I thought or what I felt I wasn't enough there wasn't enough of me to reach out I just hope my words reached you in time instead J. Saunders
Loss Of…
Then suddenly I lost you in the blink of hello to the loss of no goodbye in the bittersweet memories we once called our moments J. Saunders
Sleepless
I'm not the type of girl who wants to fix you or change you I've loved you just the way you are since the first night I met you and I'm not the type of girl who manages very well settling has never been my thing so pick a side of the line between us uncertainty … Continue reading Sleepless
Right Now
Honestly, it never gets better. I just know, it becomes easier. It's shitty. Super shitty for a bit. The weight on your chest get's heavier. The pit of your stomach kills from emotional guilt. Your heart beat seems irregular. All I can tell you is that it'll be okay. Okay doesn't sound believable right now … Continue reading Right Now
Too Few Words
It's fucked up the way I fell in love with a man who clearly isn't meant for me after I told him I was content with nothing but wanted absolutely everything J. Saunders
Unable
I warn people you cannot love me do not get too close there is nothing for you here I say these things because I am unable to take the blinders off from being in love with another I don't mean to but I've hurt the kindest hearts because I've fallen into habit of attaching myself to … Continue reading Unable
Hunt
I know you’re there watching I can feel you watching me I’m curious to know how mad it makes you knowing I’m no longer in your possession Knowing another man is try to tame me while you spend another night alone If you want me come and get me Put me over your shoulders show … Continue reading Hunt
Once Upon a Time
I don’t want to have to remember you I want to know you the person you are today and the one you’ll grow into I want to be that woman by your side not the one remembering what it was like to love the man I knew J. Saunders