He didn't and doesn't care about me and that's the shitty part about losing someone you care for You forget about all the people who have and do care about you While focusing on the one person you want to care, rather than need That one person you thought cared, now believing you're not good … Continue reading When It Hurts
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Another
My mind screams My heart bleeds It's been days maybe weeks Since I've written a piece since they all resemble you and I'm just trying to move on J. Saunders
Drunk Call
Each sip of Scotch tastes like you. It always takes me back to the moments we shared. Before I know it, I'm drunk on the memories of us. Dialing your number. Hanging up before telling your voicemail how much I miss you. Love Notes, J. Saunders
All About Me
You're going to miss me Maybe not today or tomorrow Or even a month from now But there will come a time when you least expect it A woman may walk by wearing my perfume Someone will say a sentence that recalls your mind back to a night we had I know it sounds unfortunate … Continue reading All About Me
Breathe
For anyone who has felt their future isn't in their hands For the ones who have been abused mentally, physically and sexually For the individuals who suffer from anxiety or depression I need to you know You do not need to be perfect You cannot help who you have loved and love Who you have … Continue reading Breathe
Another Day
I watch the clock strike twelve another day I made it through without contacting you. Eventually, I’ll lose track of the time comparing the moments to minutes, seconds to days, I’ve longed to reach out to you. Another day, I didn’t invade your space just to say, “hey” in case I’d be disturbing you. Love … Continue reading Another Day
Souls
We met We clicked We've been fighting each other and ourselves ever since J. Saunders
Cycle
I cannot spend a day in life without my thoughts wondering off to you Can't eat, can't sleep, no daily routine or habits can ease my mind It's beyond terrifying this need to want you Unforceable enticements leave me stranded in a place I have no control over I have no power or place here … Continue reading Cycle
Keep Going
I'll keep pouring my heart out because one day you'll look back, and never will you say, I didn't say, all the words you deserved to know. Silence is not the answer. Everyone deserves to know how much they are wanted and cared for. Uncertainty, can ruin someone. This is why we beg for closure. … Continue reading Keep Going
Ruined
I fucked up. All I do is fuck up. It's a never ending story of how perfectly, imperfectly I am but so desperately wrong. I'm always apologizing, I must always be at fault. I am human and I try. I make mistakes and I fall. Yet, with you I am a walking disaster. From cloud … Continue reading Ruined