Ruined

I fucked up.
All I do is fuck up.
It’s a never ending story
of how perfectly, imperfectly I am
but so desperately wrong.
I’m always apologizing,
I must always be at fault.
I am human and I try.
I make mistakes and I fall.
Yet, with you I am a walking disaster.
From cloud nine and cherished moments,
to misconception and spiteful words.

Moments like this is a reminder,
that everything, like my happiness is temporary.
All I do is fuck up and apologize,
and my own self is beginning to think
I too, am truly not good enough.

J. Saunders

Advertisements

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s