I cannot spend a day in life without my thoughts wondering off to you

Can’t eat, can’t sleep, no daily routine or habits can ease my mind

It’s beyond terrifying this need to want you

Unforceable enticements leave me stranded in a place I have no control over

I have no power or place here

Little by little, I beg for more before begging to be let go

No terms are mine, no rules were given, with so many mind traps I’m unsure if I’ll ever win

However, when I’m free I find myself lost without you, like Alice in Wonderland I lose myself to fall back into your trap

This is what I’ve become accustomed to

Please, don’t leave me like I suddenly belong somewhere else rather than with you around, the cycle of my mind won’t give up and I’m derailed until at ease

J. Saunders


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