You tricked me by pretending to care about me when you only cared about yourself You played me into thinking you were there for me when your lips knew my name only in moments of temptations You lied to me just to have me move mountains for you then leave me on the path alone … Continue reading Friend
Tag: second chances
Grips
How has this been best for me? You proclaim to love me while restraining me within your grasp Holding on, still captive within your mastery Time has proven my position, dismissed and misplaced What are words with out actions, when filled with contradictions? J. Saunders
Reflection
I’m an over thinker, hard reflector. 2018 isn’t done yet so I’m nearly fearful to write a reflection so soon, however, I feel my lessons have become accountable and I can close 2018 knowing my heart has had good intentions. This year, feels like the year of the people. A clear view of the type … Continue reading Reflection
Again
You did it again. You did what you wanted. Silence isn't the answer, however, the message. You did it again. You thought about yourself, before thinking of me. J. Saunders
Change
At some point in your life, you're going to change. It's not a matter of why or how, but when, that is important. J. Saunders, Second Chances Order Your Copy Here
Waiting
I'll wait for the man who loves me for my intelligence For the one who doesn't just accept me for my appeal For the one who doesn't leave me for the words I write J. Saunders
To Come
The emotional pain you feel is only temporary. Give yourself time. This pain leads to power and power fuels your mind. Your mind feeds your soul. Your soul feeds your heart. Understanding that one day when the sun shines the bitterness will fade, you should never give up. J. Saunders
Challenges: Panic Attack
Standing in the center of my shower shaking, unable to stand up straight any longer. Trying to grip a slippery bathroom wall I forced myself to turn off the water. Forced myself to get out. I felt like every fiber in me was going to fall to the ground. Soaking wet I stumbled to my … Continue reading Challenges: Panic Attack
Day 147 Without You
It's hard, when tomorrow is never promised nor should be taken for granted but I can't help but waste away a day hoping tomorrow never comes, for it's another day without you. And, I know, I deserve more. And, I know... if someone wanted to be with you, they would be. It's never that simple … Continue reading Day 147 Without You
Women
The women who remind you that a man will not make you whole, are the same ones, who felt their entire being shattered because they fell in love and now have nothing to show for it. Second Chances, J. Saunders