He felt like the one Nothing abnormal or questionable Time passed Laughs fade Distant memory compared to when it felt like yesterday He is not mine and that is not what hurts nor lingers in my mind It is knowing what I felt when I met him, when I was with him and when I … Continue reading Acceptance
Tag: Jessica Saunders
If Love
I loved you at first sight The conversation we had and the moments to follow, in the years we've shared Infatuation fades Mine remains in the seconds to minutes, hours to day If holding you never grows old, your smile lighting my heart never dulls If this hasn't been love open my eyes from dreaming … Continue reading If Love
Apples
You should be just as picky with your life decisions; goals and dreams, friendships and relationships, as you are with picking your apples. J. Saunders
How I feel
It's not just about emotions for me Or being called your significant other It's about the connection and chemistry I want to be your best friend The one you love and fight for The one you're so scared to lose it terrifies you J. Saunders
Time
If only we could freeze time Rewind the hands to the night I fell in love with you But for now I've paused time in my mind Rather than face the saddened emotions running through my soul, impacting my bones I took a one-way ticket to love, and it's time I moved on I'll pick … Continue reading Time
Relapse
It's more than a physical and emotional reaction. Mentally I am infused. Relapsing doesn't describe the way I fell into the palm of your hand again. A record playing, doesn't do justice in comparison to the circles I spun while you enjoyed my entertainment. J. Saunders
To Come
The emotional pain you feel is only temporary. Give yourself time. This pain leads to power and power fuels your mind. Your mind feeds your soul. Your soul feeds your heart. Understanding that one day when the sun shines the bitterness will fade, you should never give up. J. Saunders
Habits
I said, I wouldn't let old habits get the best of me With a million reasons to let you go I pour whiskey over ice and light a cigarette while answering your call Knowing you're my vice I'd wear your shirt over night unable to give you up All before you show up at my … Continue reading Habits
Bad Habit
He touched me and instantly I pulled away He kissed me and instantly I thought of you For someone so unattainable my heart latched right onto you So long as my eyes are closed and my lips never share our secrets... I suppose he doesn't need to know it's you on my mind while he … Continue reading Bad Habit
Poetry
These days... it feels like I'm begging for you to disappointment me I'm searching for all the clues you've left behind to remind myself, this isn't real With all the reasons to let go, my heart begs for mercy instead Begging for the fleeting moments that'll hurt me, only to turn them into poetry 08.24.18 … Continue reading Poetry