I wasn't important enough for you. You left me behind and made me feel like I was crazy, as if you never called me saying, you missed me. J. Saunders
Category: Vicious Words
Chaos Theory
You used to ask, "what did I want from you?" I used to say, "nothing." My heart would speak to my mind and say, "I want to relieve the heaviness from your chest and love you.", though I never told you "Breathe life into you and just truly, unwillingly love you because I've believed a … Continue reading Chaos Theory
Depression
To know there are people who love and appreciate you but you're unable to separate the shadows, the demons cast; leaves no room for emotions of happiness when left alone or laughing amongst a sea of people Unspoken, 2019 - J. Saunders
When It Hurts
He didn't and doesn't care about me and that's the shitty part about losing someone you care for You forget about all the people who have and do care about you While focusing on the one person you want to care, rather than need That one person you thought cared, now believing you're not good … Continue reading When It Hurts
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You made a mess of my heart. It wasn’t okay then, but it is now. I survived what I thought was an unmanageable catastrophe, and after cleaning up pieces of myself I realized, I never needed you. You’re not wanted here unless you want your heart on the floor in my possession. I walk around … Continue reading Page 105
All About Me
You're going to miss me Maybe not today or tomorrow Or even a month from now But there will come a time when you least expect it A woman may walk by wearing my perfume Someone will say a sentence that recalls your mind back to a night we had I know it sounds unfortunate … Continue reading All About Me
Ruined
I fucked up. All I do is fuck up. It's a never ending story of how perfectly, imperfectly I am but so desperately wrong. I'm always apologizing, I must always be at fault. I am human and I try. I make mistakes and I fall. Yet, with you I am a walking disaster. From cloud … Continue reading Ruined
Second Chances
Silence does not speak louder than the truth Never forget your voice, tell the world your story Be kind but fierce Please follow your dreams Happiness is temporary, so is pain Fill yourself with magic when society tries to diminish you Don’t follow in my footsteps you are stronger than anxiety, fear fuels negative reactions … Continue reading Second Chances
Listening
You never shared your deepest thought Your untold secrets You never needed to Your lips pressed into mine told them for you Whispers from your darkest corner told between your moans in my ear Bodies entangled come home tonight and release your pain through me I’m listening J. Saunders
Second Chances
My debut book Second Chances, releases Monday June 11 2018, world wide. Click shop or go on Amazon today to pre-order! ♡ @j.saundersxo