she mentioned your name My heart pinched Eyes steady awaiting for her inquiry Her: How is he? Me: We haven't spoken in weeks, I have no idea but ...I think about him daily Her: You're waiting for him then? Me: No, I just never reach out these days So you enjoy pain, she says Me: … Continue reading Last Sentence
Category: Novels & Words
To Those
For anyone who has felt their future isn’t in their hands. For the ones who have been abused mentally, physically and sexually. For the individuals who suffer from anxiety or depression, I need you to know, you do not need to be perfect. You cannot help who you have trusted, and they let you down. … Continue reading To Those
Novel release
Afternoon!!! Just wanted to let everyone know Second Chances is available as an Ebook and sold only on my online store at the moment: https://jsaunders.store/collections/novels/products/second-chances Also, pre-order, A Woman's Ramble online at my store too! https://jsaunders.store/collections/novels/products/a-womans-ramble Thanks for all your love and support! Jess Saunders Xo
Overload
I care and I care and I care some more All I've done is over care Over analyze and over pray I was told, if you love someone the best thing you can do is to pray for them and I do I mean, I will... I've just never understood why we pray for those … Continue reading Overload
Too Late
For me, it’s true There’s going to be a time when I’m going to tell you that you loved me too late After I drank all the Whiskey on the top shelf After I smashed each bottle Waking up, to clean it up, only to do it again I ran dry Dry of tears Dry … Continue reading Too Late
More Than
I miss you every single second of each day Still I give you space... hating our silence - however in fear that reaching out to you will only remind me that I have learned... I am your friend You're not mine Beyond that... it tells me that I care about you, our distance and silence … Continue reading More Than
Why You
I distract myself throughout the day just to suffer by night it seems I've yet to find the answer why for I once never thought it mattered Why thinking of you would be the one thing I never wish I did I mean what I say, when I ask, why you You're someone I'll always … Continue reading Why You
Myself
There are no other words to rewrite the way I love and have loved you You weren’t and aren’t mine Still I’ve loved and still I will However, if there is anything I have learned from you It’s to love and put myself first My loyalty, has been irrelevant to you But to me… it’s … Continue reading Myself
Ready Now
It's become clear that I cared too much & you under-appreciated me Furthermore, your life seems unaffected with or without me I'm ready now My presence isn't of value or priority this poem... you'll probably never read and if you did, it wouldn't hurt the way I do writing this because it's another clarity to … Continue reading Ready Now