It's more than a physical and emotional reaction. Mentally I am infused. Relapsing doesn't describe the way I fell into the palm of your hand again. A record playing, doesn't do justice in comparison to the circles I spun while you enjoyed my entertainment. J. Saunders
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Beloved
Fuming with acid felt tears Enraged by the way I've been mistreated You want a fight? You want a battle? I'll bring you the war from within my heart and show you the damages of what loving you has been like J. Saunders
Wrong One
Do you what it's like to love someone and not be loved back? I do, because I picked you and he does, because he picked me. I loved you first. J. Saunders
Train
New Beginnings
Emotional Reactions
Maybe you're not meant for me Ungracefully, I haven't been able to let you go I've stomped, screamed, fell, buried my face into a pillow and cried J. Saunders
Perception
I watch the sunrise on the 400 bridge while sitting in morning traffic The Sun seems so close yet so very far away, bright and alive I feel its life Thinking that the perception of human life is viewed so differently How we live and breathe shouldn't be measured or questioned I pray we can … Continue reading Perception
To Come
The emotional pain you feel is only temporary. Give yourself time. This pain leads to power and power fuels your mind. Your mind feeds your soul. Your soul feeds your heart. Understanding that one day when the sun shines the bitterness will fade, you should never give up. J. Saunders
Habits
I said, I wouldn't let old habits get the best of me With a million reasons to let you go I pour whiskey over ice and light a cigarette while answering your call Knowing you're my vice I'd wear your shirt over night unable to give you up All before you show up at my … Continue reading Habits
Unknown
Sometimes I just get sad With no reason I want to break down and cry I, myself don't even understand for you were never truly here but knowing you're not at arms length of a wanted call... spins me into a place of missing you J. Saunders