"These roads don't lead to my home, why are you turning here?". "Relax", he said, as we pulled onto a dead-end street, the other side of my middle school. Hill top he leans over and says, "your ex was Greek right? your girlfriend told me, which means, you should know what we like.", while unzipping … Continue reading Calvington
Author: J. Saunders
I'm everything Libra, coffee drinker, finance lover and poetry writer.
She’s Crazy
I wasn't important enough for you. You left me behind and made me feel like I was crazy, as if you never called me saying, you missed me. J. Saunders
Chaos Theory
You used to ask, "what did I want from you?" I used to say, "nothing." My heart would speak to my mind and say, "I want to relieve the heaviness from your chest and love you.", though I never told you "Breathe life into you and just truly, unwillingly love you because I've believed a … Continue reading Chaos Theory
Not You
Since you left, I’ve had all these men at my feet Still nothing compares to what I thought we had Effortlessly, they try as if they believe there is a contest, to compete and replace what was once there Replace, what I thought was so great I am not over you J. Saunders
Depression
To know there are people who love and appreciate you but you're unable to separate the shadows, the demons cast; leaves no room for emotions of happiness when left alone or laughing amongst a sea of people Unspoken, 2019 - J. Saunders
Shipwreck
My battle, was never our battle, like you said. You made me believe that you had my back, that you cared about me and my well being, until it no longer benefited you. Until, I became a burden and you jumped off ship, leaving me in the middle of the ocean. No ammunition or map … Continue reading Shipwreck
When It Hurts
He didn't and doesn't care about me and that's the shitty part about losing someone you care for You forget about all the people who have and do care about you While focusing on the one person you want to care, rather than need That one person you thought cared, now believing you're not good … Continue reading When It Hurts
Another
My mind screams My heart bleeds It's been days maybe weeks Since I've written a piece since they all resemble you and I'm just trying to move on J. Saunders
Page 105
You made a mess of my heart. It wasn’t okay then, but it is now. I survived what I thought was an unmanageable catastrophe, and after cleaning up pieces of myself I realized, I never needed you. You’re not wanted here unless you want your heart on the floor in my possession. I walk around … Continue reading Page 105
Drunk Call
Each sip of Scotch tastes like you. It always takes me back to the moments we shared. Before I know it, I'm drunk on the memories of us. Dialing your number. Hanging up before telling your voicemail how much I miss you. Love Notes, J. Saunders