I never thought about fucking to fill the void and take the pain away Empty nights of suffering I'd put my lips to the bottle and drink another one away Smoke a little to remove the edge throughout my days As long as you were healing I knew my heart would manage I would crumble … Continue reading Empty
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Miss you
I miss you when I am awake When I don't hear from you When I don't see you I miss you when I am asleep Searching for you within my dreams Just a glimpse of your smile would suffice It's unfair to miss you this much J. Saunders
Dreamer
I dreamed of you last night It was horrifying to me I woke up confused and in tears You were gone, you disappeared The reflection of reality in my dreams is shattering My day has been emotional since Even in absence and pain you are still my muse J. Saunders
Space
I'll never forget when she leaned in and said, "I don't know how you do it. Being here in the same room with him and now him with her here. You're strong.". That same woman can barely look at me as she stands next to him, in the space we once spoke in. J. Saunders
Who Was I
I am human A woman with emotions you fail to comprehend A woman who's ashamed to admit how weak I am to please your lecherous appetite Still I respond to your demands as if time hasn't taught me anything A woman, but you must list me apart of the mass numbers Who was I to … Continue reading Who Was I
The One
He was the one, that no matter how many times we said, “this was it”, he found a way back into my arms as if time hadn’t passed between us J. Saunders
Imprint
Each scar from the war of our love has a memory my mind runs back to every time my heart yearns for you J. Saunders
Drowning
You're a raging storm within me lost deeper than the oceans depth causing uncontrollable emotional waves and every time I think I'm about to make it to the surface escape this vicious love affair you pull me back under and deeper than the last time sitting at the bottom of my heart wishing we could … Continue reading Drowning
Heart
please be careful my heart is not made of paper you cannot rip it and tape it back together J. Saunders
Same As Always
I had lost track of the countless times I opened and closed the door to the thought of us bracing myself for the confusions and emotional rollercoasters knowing each time regardless of the doors status that I loved you just the same J. Saunders