I dreamed of you last night It was horrifying to me I woke up confused and in tears You were gone, you disappeared The reflection of reality in my dreams is shattering My day has been emotional since Even in absence and pain you are still my muse J. Saunders
Author: J. Saunders
I'm everything Libra, coffee drinker, finance lover and poetry writer.
Space
I'll never forget when she leaned in and said, "I don't know how you do it. Being here in the same room with him and now him with her here. You're strong.". That same woman can barely look at me as she stands next to him, in the space we once spoke in. J. Saunders
Who Was I
I am human A woman with emotions you fail to comprehend A woman who's ashamed to admit how weak I am to please your lecherous appetite Still I respond to your demands as if time hasn't taught me anything A woman, but you must list me apart of the mass numbers Who was I to … Continue reading Who Was I
Letter
If I ever write you a letter describing the way I'm over you I need you to know, I'm still not over you Love Notes, J. Saunders
Dreams
Titles are overrated. You weren’t my fiancé. You were the “love of my life”, and you destroyed everything a woman could dream of. J. Saunders
Soulmates
I actively wonder, what is love? Although, I am aware it's undefined and unlikely to strike twice. I find myself lost in an unknown universe questioning the one thing we cannot grasp. It's so convenient however, unmanageable. Time and time again, you find people in and out of love with different souls, until they find … Continue reading Soulmates
Hello, Goodbye
I try not to think of you When I realize how much time has passed My heart surrenders with pain knowing you're living your life without me and I'm barely surviving J. Saunders
Mr. Unavailable
I'm addicted to you So, I'll call and text too much Then run away like Nicky Nicky Nine Doors Till you catch up and give me the attention I crave I'm crazy and filled with passion Lucky for you I have commitment issues when you're unavailable to me I want everything and nothing from you … Continue reading Mr. Unavailable
The Man’s Excuses
I don’t want to hurt you So, I’ll tell you I like you more than I actually do That way I can excuse myself with a busy lifestyle but I always have time at night for you You’ll come over and I’ll fuck away your concerns Tell you, I’ve missed you because men get lonely … Continue reading The Man’s Excuses
Aftermath
Pick up the phone and call me or have you lost your voice My house must seem like miles away Instead of a minutes drive You're a coward It's okay So was I When I avoided the truth between everything we weren't J. Saunders