They say, you can never be too little or too much for someone…
however, I fear… if he knew the things
that ran through my mind he’d misunderstand.
The same things, that I misunderstood.
I must be running in a vicious circle.
I can’t figure out… if I should leave or stay.
Which has somehow made me feel pathetic
considering for the first time in my life,
I had made a solid decision.
The decision on wanting him,
and out of all my indecision’s, he wasn’t one of them.
So, why am I running around my heart and my mind
unsure if love was truly the same,
if it came from a forever distance instead of beside him?
The Beginning
J. Saunders
